Title: The Changeling Game (Formerly Identity Theft)
Author: Ardath Rekha
Chapter: 35/?
Fandom: TCOR AU
Rating: M
Warnings: Adult themes, controversial subject matter, harsh language
Category: Gen
Pairing: None
Summary: The beings in the darkness are unusually interested in Jack’s past, even as a new hurdle threatens her plans for her future.
Disclaimer: The characters and events of Pitch Black, The Chronicles of Riddick, and The Chronicles of Riddick: Dark Fury are not mine, but belong to Universal Studios. I just wish I were in charge of their fates. No money is being made off of this. I’m writing strictly for love of the story.
Feedback: Absolutely, the more the better! Shred me, whip me, beat me, make me feel grammatical! I post “rough,” so I can always use the help. 😉
35.
A Box with Infinite Chambers
Kyra didn’t manage to fall back asleep until after Jack had narrated up to Ali’s death and funeral, shortly before Fry had told everyone about the coming eclipse. Jack lay beside her, watching her sleep, until she was sure that her dreams weren’t being disturbed. Then she closed her eyes and let sleep reclaim her.
Little larva? May we speak to you now?
“Yes,” she told them, unsurprised to find herself floating in the night sky once more. This seemed to be where they centered themselves: in the darkness, surrounded by stars.
The story you told. Is it true?
“It is, yeah.” Most of it, anyway. She had changed a few things as she went, trying to make it sound like she had met Paris Ogilvie well before the crash, in keeping with her prior claims to Kyra that he was the one who had mentored her in breaking security systems rather than her father unknowingly doing so. She’d worked in all of the things he’d told her about himself after the crash as if they were things she’d learned while traveling with him before boarding the Hunter-Gratzner.
“I’ve been to Earth eleven times now,” he’d told her as he dug through his stash and pocketed tins of caviar, reluctantly offering her one for her own pocket. “Mostly, I’ve stayed in the Western hemisphere. That’s the safest side. But it’s still risky. There are radiation storms even there. And all the best museums and estates have security systems that are still protecting their collections, even now. I almost got fried by a positron screen doing the Smithsonian job…”
At the time, Jack had the sense that he wanted to recruit her, to have her “run with” him for real. He’d been planning his biggest heist yet and was eager to talk about it: taking a crack at the Louvre and the Mona Lisa.
“Nobody’s survived that yet. They say it’s impenetrable. But I found some old documents about the security system, things nobody else has ever seen. I think I can get to her. And if not…” He’d raised a bottle of Domaine de la Romanée-Conte in a toast, taking a long pull and offering the bottle to her. “Dying in the City of Light, that I was named after? It can’t get more poetic than that.”
Jack had taken a small sip of the wine. It wasn’t terrible, but it just tasted halfway between spoiled grape juice and vinegar to her. She had yet to understand why so many people fussed over it.
No one else in the group seemed to take Paris all that seriously, especially when it became clear that he fancied himself a twenty-sixth century Indiana Jones.
“A male Lara Croft, thank you very much,” he’d said when she made the comparison, “not that crass American…” Jack had ended up wondering if he realized that both adventurers had been fictional.
But she had been to some of the holo-museums that reproduced long-lost Earth artifacts, and she had recognized many of the items in Paris’s storage bay. As improbable as it seemed, that gawky, snobbish man really had been, more or less, the wayfaring tomb raider he claimed he was. With a pang of regret, she found herself wishing she had hung onto the boomerang she’d carried for a while. From the British Museum on Earth, it had traveled to an unknown world and had been lost forever. She knew exactly where she’d dropped it after the eclipse, but it might as well have been left in another universe.
They, she suddenly realized, were observing her memories, which she’d conjured into their night sky as she thought of them.
He could break into locked places? they asked.
“Some, yeah,” she told them. “Depending on the kind of lock.”
And you know how to do this, too?
“Yeah. Again, just some of the time. Some locks are harder than others. I’m still learning.” She really wasn’t supposed to be learning anything of the kind, but somehow her life kept taking a turn toward the criminal.
It had been an act of desperation that had led Jack to try to pick Sharon Montgomery’s pocket while waiting for the Hunter-Gratzner to arrive on Vasenji Station. She’d run out of money, none of her father’s security systems were used on the station’s commercial levels, and she was starting to get a little crazy with hunger. She’d done a terrible job of it and, even before her target had turned to look at her, John Ezekiel had her in a headlock.
“Zeke,” Shazza had said, “let the poor kid go.”
“Are you barmy? This little shit tried to steal your wallet.”
“I know, but look at ’im. Skin and bones, he is. When’s the last time you ate, yeah?”
It had been the beginning of a strange few days. Shazza had immediately figured out that she was a girl but had kept that a secret even from Zeke. But if Jack was going to tramp the space lanes, Shazza had announced, “he” was going to do it right.
Starting with how to pick pockets properly.
The hapless and still annoyed Zeke had found himself volunteered to be Jack’s “mark,” as she practiced identifying where people kept their valuables and lifting them undetected. Shazza had played “mark” as well, and had periodically made Jack play the role too, so she could “see how it’s done” and learn how to spot other thieves in a crowd and avoid their light fingers. By the time the Hunter-Gratzner had arrived, the couple had amusedly turned her loose on a few crowds and critiqued her successes and failures until she was, in Shazza’s words, “a certified pro” and it was time to part ways.
She hadn’t actually told them that she was joining them on the ship. They’d only discovered that when they broke open her cryo-tube and freed her in the aftermath of the crash.
“Cripes, kid,” Shazza had said, helping her up off of the floor. “If you’d told me you were planning on stowing away on this beast, I’d’ve bought you a ticket.”
“You need ID to board the normal way,” she’d answered, startling a rare guffaw out of Zeke.
They had also taught her how to pick locks.
These locks… they are mechanical in nature. Do you know how to open other kinds?
“Like what?” she asked, instantly regretting it. She had been thinking about her father’s security systems. They were thinking of something else altogether.
It was, at first glance, a cube, with no breaks in any of its surfaces. But it had far too many surfaces, more and more the longer she looked at it, infinite iterations of itself, dropping deeper and deeper down into—
“Stop, stop I can’t—”
We are sorry, little larva. We forgot how small you still are.
“I’m sorry too,” Jack found herself saying. “I just… I can’t see that far into…”
We understand. You must grow more first. When you hatch into your six-shape, we will show you.
Well, that wasn’t creepy or anything…
They let her sleep for real after that, eavesdropping on her dreams but letting them flow wherever her unconscious mind would take them. Later, she dreamt about being Audrey, sneaking downstairs with her cousins in the middle of the night to watch an antique vid they had been forbidden to see, a gory and disturbing story about a puzzle box that opened doors to other worlds—
She woke up gasping, feeling like she was on the brink of understanding something important.
…something about an old Earth vid called Hellraiser?…
It was gone.
Night, on Tangiers Prime, was long even at the height of summer; most people rose in the dark to begin their mornings. Jack climbed out of bed and picked up her tablet, which she vaguely remembered setting on the guest room’s elegant dresser the night before. Its chrono said that it was a little after six a.m. The sun would rise in another hour or so, which almost felt normal for a moment until she remembered that it had set almost thirteen hours earlier and would remain in the sky for nearly thirty hours once it rose. That was summer in New Marrakesh; most people had wakened two or more hours earlier still and were accustomed to the first few hours of their morning-day being spent in darkness. Mid-winter, Takama had told her when they first met, meant thirty hours of darkness at a time for an entire week, with the sun only rising a few hours before the noon sleep period began and setting just a few hours after everyone woke for the evening-day.
She wasn’t sure how long she had slept, though. She still felt tired, but far too alert and agitated to try to sleep again yet. There was a word tickling at the back of her mind, probably from her spelling bee days, that felt like it had something to do with her dreams. Apeirochoron?
She looked it up on the tablet.
Apeirochoron noun, sing. [mathematics] /əˈpɪr.ɑˈkɔːr.ɑːn/
An n-polytope cube of infinite dimensions.
From άπειρος (ápeiros – “infinite”) + χώρος (chóros – “space, room”)
Was that what they had been trying to show her in her dream? It felt like it was.
But why?
She switched off the tablet and set it down when she heard a soft knock on the door, grabbing up the robe that had been set out for her and slipping it on in a hurry. She wasn’t entirely sure what the Meziane family’s views on bed attire were, but it was something her parents had argued about during family gatherings. She wouldn’t take any chances.
Kyra was still asleep, so she walked over to the door and opened it rather than calling out a come in. Tafrara and Ewan were waiting outside.
The first thing Tafrara did was give her a hug. “I’m so glad you’re safe. I’m sorry I didn’t stay to see you when you arrived.”
“That’s okay. Thank you,” Jack said, hugging her back. Ewan, she noticed, was carrying his field kit. “K—Dihya’s not awake yet.”
“Really? I didn’t think the sedative would last so long.” Concern appeared on his face.
“We, uh… had a problem with the entities. They kept trying to talk to her instead of letting her sleep.” Jack really needed to find a better name for those creatures.
“The… ‘entities?’” Tafrara asked, her expression a little dubious.
“It appears,” Ewan explained, “that Dihya and Tislilel’s comings and goings across universes have attracted the attention of other beings who can do something similar. And who try to communicate with them when they sleep. Is Dihya all right?”
“I managed to get them to shut up and leave her alone,” Jack said with a nod. “But she wasn’t ready to try sleeping again for a while.”
“They must’ve really upset her to break through that sedative so early on. Do you mind if I take a look at her?” He hadn’t tried to brush past her, waiting instead to be invited in.
“Please,” she said, moving aside for him. He flashed her a knee-quaking smile on his way past. Something about the room, she suddenly realized, felt off. “Where’s Sebby?”
“Your little pet?” Tafrara smiled. “He’s downstairs. He started scrabbling at the door a few hours ago. We think he was trying to find something to hunt. So Izil went to the night market and brought back a tub of feeder crickets, and he has been having the best time.”
“He’s been absolutely hilarious,” Ewan added softly, moving aside the covers to check Kyra’s bandages. Kyra’s hand flashed out, catching his wrist, and then relaxed.
“G’morning,” she said, still half-asleep.
“Good morning, Dihya,” he replied, struggling to hide a grin. “I think you just passed your reflex test. How are you feeling?”
“Sore.”
“I have something that’ll help with that.”
“And hungry,” Kyra added.
“That’s a very good sign indeed. We’ll have something brought up to you right away. Tafrara, could you…?”
“Of course, Zdan. Come on,” Tafrara said, tugging at the sleeve of Jack’s robe. “Let’s get you something to eat, too.”
Tafrara led her down two flights of steps to the ground level, and out into the courtyard she’d passed through the previous day. The tide in Elsewhere had receded, Jack noticed; on that side, wan moonlight was sparkling over a barren garden of gleaming stone, wet sand, and seaweed, casting long shadows toward the west. In both worlds, above her, the sky had shifted from black to a dark, intense royal blue as the sun approached the eastern horizon. The air was cool and perfumed with the scent of hundreds of blossoms in the courtyard garden.
“It’s so beautiful,” Jack whispered.
“Thank you,” Tafrara said with a smile. “It’s been a project of mine for many years now.”
“You did all this?”
“Well, not all, but I designed a good deal of the garden layouts.” Tafrara led her across the courtyard and into a brightly-lit room on the other side.
Reeeeeeeeeee! It sounded different from the night before, not at all distressed. Jack followed the sound and spotted a large, high-sided storage tub, its lid set aside.
“Here she is now,” Cedric said, grinning. “You’re gonna love what your little fella’s been up to.”
Jack leaned over the tub and looked in on—
Total destruction. A cricket’s version of a summer disaster vid.
Not a single cricket was chirping. The surviving few were apparently trying to stay as quiet as they could while Sebby, pincers clattering enthusiastically, chased after them and stuffed them into his little mandibles. He wasn’t bothering to be especially tidy, and bits of cricket were everywhere in the tub.
“Oh wow,” she found herself laughing.
“It’s cricket Armageddon in there,” Cedric chuckled. “He’s finished off almost the whole lot.”
“Now I wonder if we’ve been underfeeding him,” Jack said, feeling a little rueful.
“If you have,” Cedric said, rising from the dining table she’d barely registered and pulling a seat out for her, “we’ll set that right soon enough.”
“You should have seen him pouncing them,” Safiyya said, entering the room with a large tray. “He’s like a kitten.”
Safiyya’s tray had a variety of traditional Moroccan breakfast foods on it; Jack suspected that Takama had told her which ones were her favorites. Soon she was settled at the table, dipping baghrir pancakes into amlou and scooping up cumin-seasoned fried eggs and khlii with a slice of khobz. Nearby, she could hear Sebby’s enthusiastic, almost ultrasonic mini-shrieks as he stalked his prey.
I could get used to this…
There were very rare moments—and this, Jack realized, was one of them—when the urge to stop her madcap voyage across the stars became intense. If she said she wanted to stay here, she knew, the Tomlin-Meziane family would welcome her into their fold, accepting her exactly as she was. She would become Tislilel Meziane, adopted daughter of Cedric and Safiyya, or maybe of Takama, youngest sister—or cousin—of Tafrara, Ewan Zdan, and Dihya… and the late Gavin Brahim. She would never be Jack B. Badd or Audrey MacNamera again… and she would never need to use the false ID she had created for her journey onward. She would learn to live by the unique rhythms of a world with 44 hours in its day and an alternate version with three moons and enormous high tides, and she could explore two sets of landscapes wherever she went. And although she could probably never have the man she longed for most of all right now, one day she could find someone almost or just as wonderful in the tribe, or at an engagement Moussem, and make a new family of her own…
Could she really do that?
Her parents, she thought with a pang of guilt, would believe she had died somewhere. Maybe they’d even suspect she’d died in the Hunter-Gratzner crash, but they would never know the truth of what had happened to her. Audrey MacNamera would stay in the “missing” category for a few more years and then be declared dead. Her memorial would have no coffin or urn, just a picture of a naïve young girl with long blonde hair who had vanished one day without a trace. Memories of who she had been and what she had done in her brief life on Deckard’s World would already have faded by then. There would be hardly any stories for anyone to tell about the quiet, studious girl who had lived too far away from her school friends and other children her age and had made do with books and cats for companions, who never got into any trouble unless she was with her cousins—and those stories would really be about them, not her—and whose adventures had almost all been vicarious until then…
Could she really do that to them?
Her heart twisted as she realized that there was no way she could. As alluring as life with the Tomlin-Meziane family might be, and as much as she wanted to have any excuse to catch the light of Ewan’s smile… she could never do that to her family. Especially not after seeing just how torn up Tomlin’s death had left his.
“Are you all right in there?” Cedric asked.
Jack glanced up, trying too late to cover up the look of sadness that had crept over her face. “Um… yeah. Just… got a lot to think about.”
If I didn’t already have a father, I’d want you to be mine…
“Right,” Ewan said at that moment, entering the room. “That’s Dihya settled for the next few hours. She should sleep comfortably for a while. What do we want to do about the officers’ reception?”
“Bloody hell,” Cedric muttered. “I don’t think we dare postpone it. Certain people would want to know why, if we did. Well, we’ll see how she’s faring tomorrow evening. It’s still some sixty-odd hours away.”
“How Dihya’s faring?” Jack asked, momentarily confused.
“The plan was to introduce her to Gavin’s associates in the Service during the reception we scheduled just for them,” Cedric explained. “With that Quintessa bitch looking over our shoulders at the memorial, I couldn’t find a way to extend an invitation for a meet-an’-greet that she wouldn’t invite herself to, other than that. I do plan to keep Gavin’s promise to Dihya.”
Oh! Of course. Now it all made sense. “But now you’re worried she won’t be recovered in time.”
“That’s the worry,” Ewan agreed. “Well, we can work around it if we need to. I know some of them fairly well and can invite them over for dinner, or something.”
“How long is your leave?” Cedric asked.
“I have another week,” Ewan said, popping an olive into his mouth.
Just four more of Tangiers Prime’s long days, Jack realized, and Ewan would be back at the flight academy on Qamar. It was a struggle to keep her dismay off of her face. After the week ended…
She might never see him again.
It would only be another week from then until the transport to Furya arrived and, one way or another, she boarded it and left to reunite with her father. That was a rendezvous she had to keep. More than a year had gone by since she’d disappeared from Deckard’s World, and by now word had reached him that she was missing. She’d planned to beat the news of her disappearance to him, or at least arrive soon after. She couldn’t dally anymore. Which meant that, although she intended to spend the next two weeks immersing herself in this wonderful family, she would have to say goodbye to them all too soon. And goodbye to Ewan, possibly forever, even sooner.
Why did all of these things have to hurt so much?
A gentle hand on the back of her head drew her back to herself. Ewan was leaning forward, studying her face with concern. “Are you all right, Tislilel?”
She tried to manage a reassuring smile, but what appeared was probably pathetic and not reassuring at all. “It’s just… been a rough few weeks. I think maybe I’ll lie down for a while.”
She couldn’t tell them what she was feeling, not now… and could tell him least of all.
“Do you know the way back?”
Jack nodded, able to see it in her mind quite clearly. She only ever got lost in places she’d never been before, and only then if she hadn’t had a chance to map them out in advance or had been given faulty and outdated directions. But she could see every turn she and Tafrara had taken.
The sun hadn’t yet risen as she crossed the courtyard, but the sky had turned a vivid, deep turquoise blue and birds were muttering sleepily in the trees. Jack stopped for a moment to inhale the intoxicating scent of the space. She wanted to remember it forever, this magical garden that might, if only things had been different, have become her home.
She wondered if there were any flowers yet on Furya.
Kyra was sleeping again when Jack returned to their room. Ewan—or possibly his cousin Usadden—had set up an IV drip after she’d left. She looked up the contents of the bags on her tablet. Hydration fluids, mostly, but one small bag, on a timed drip feeding its contents into the other fluids, was a powerful healing accelerant. The tablet told her that it was rarely used because it was prohibitively expensive.
She was about to set the tablet back down when she noticed that she had a message. Or, more specifically, that her newest alias had a message.
Her pulse racing with sudden excitement, she opened it up.
Dear Ms. Tepper,
We are pleased to inform you that you are one of the top candidates to join the crew of the Major Barbara on its upcoming voyage to the Catalan System…
Wait, what?
She had applied to go to Furya. The Major Barbara was supposed to be going to Furya.
She scanned the rest of the letter in growing confusion. The departure date was the same, although the ship was now scheduled to launch from New Fes.
But the destination had changed.
A terrible, cold, empty feeling was filling her as she used one of her Ghost Codes to infiltrate the shipping company’s comms system and snoop on the chatter of the last few days.
Oh. Of course. Of fucking course.
Due to the current difficult circumstances facing Tangiers Prime and particularly New Marrakesh, the planetary government has requested that all humanitarian aid supplies located within the system be reserved for the rescue and recovery efforts currently underway…
The aid packages originally marked for shipment to Furya had been reallocated for local use. The Major Barbara would instead carry construction equipment to Catalonia Seven. And the shipping company was in the middle of arranging a new supply mission to Furya, originating from—
“Helion Prime. Helion fucking Prime…” Jack didn’t know whether to laugh or cry.
The tears won.